in the face of wonders, i am inspired. :) that was what i felt when i saw the snow falling down. subhanallah. it is such a beautiful thing. and...somehow, i never thought id reach up till here. i used to dream of standing under snow, just letting myself get covered by it. see the world covered in..white. :D now it isnt a dream anymore. and i think, life is always like it was. i still have a lot to figure out. and it has always been full of questions. suddenly it occured to me, that my questions..everything i havent figured out..pushed me to find the answers..and that urge brought me here. it has always been a wonder when i realize my old dreams coming true one by one. yet im still the same old confused girl who is never out of things to figure out. sometimes, watching the snow could make me cry. because it reminds me of those days years ago, when i slept in tears, dreaming and believing of that one day when i am far away from everything, happier. sometimes it is relief. sometimes, it is just the feeling you can relate to the coldness of winter. cold..and alone. sometimes, it is just the beauty of it, how wonderful it could be, like a gift that touches my heart.
i figured. i feel lost. and i think it is because i havent been saying this for quite a long time. Alhamdulillah. thank you Allah for hearing my wish that night. and made it true.